Not long after me and my ex-boyfriend broke up, he started going out with another girl. Today I go to my portuguese blog to notice that she has registered herself as a “follower”. WTF??
Blogging 15 November, 2008
Love Blogging. I blog all the time in portuguese. Completely forget about this one though…
P.S.: I don’t love you 29 October, 2008
I watched “P.S. I love you” for the first time tonight. Didn’t even know what it was about. I felt it was ridiculous and all they said was crap. Felt like laughing through most of it! Is it a bad film? Or am I broken?
Delete 27 October, 2008
The other day I found an old postcard my ex sent me on my last birthday. I ended up reading it and thinking that it was all a bunch of lies. Things like “I want to get a job there” and “yours forever”… I’m SOOOO glad it’s over! I bined it, just like some photos I had of him in my computer.
Back to the Music 5 October, 2008
Lately I’ve been listening to Brandi Carlile. She’s amazing: the voice, the lyrics, the live concert!
However I’m quite worried she’s a bit country and it’s the second country singer I like. The first was Beth Orton. It’s been over a month I’ve only listened to the following albums: Brandi Carlile, The Story and a couple of live performances of Creep and Hallelujah (I get goosebumps when I listen to the first one). I don’t want to like Country Music… But Brandi and Beth are not traditional country singers and maybe that’s why I like them. I like “alternative”, “electronic” and stuff like that.
Hey there what’s that in your sky
With all the pretty lights
You think I can get that high?
Hey you man, where’s your motivation
And why the celebration
You’ve gotten nothing done here
You wanna live until you
Die alone and will
I can
Lie alone,
I will
I’m not so far below
I live beneath your sky
With tainted eyes
I’ve made my mind
To live until I die
Run run run catch me if you can can can
Come and hold my hand and I’ll be your biggest fan
Followers living in your hollow words
I have seen your nine to fives
Wash away your dreams
You wanna live until you
Die alone and will
I can
Lie alone,
I will
I’m not so far below
I live beneath your sky
With tainted eyes
I’ve made my mind
To live until I die
(Brandi Carlile – Until I die)
Another month 2 October, 2008
Last time I wrote it was in September… I sometimes forget about this blog… Although it doesn’t really matter cause no-one reads it.
Anyway I’ve been pretty busy with work and having fun! No compromise, just like I like it!
Goodbye My Lover – James Blunt 1 September, 2008
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
‘Cause I saw the end before we’d begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what’s mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won’t stop there,
I am here for you if you’d only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I’ve kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I’ve been addicted to you.
[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can’t break my spirit – it’s my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I’ve seen you cry, I’ve seen you smile.
I’ve watched you sleeping for a while.
I’d be the father of your child.
I’d spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We’ve had our doubts but now we’re fine,
And I love you, I swear that’s true.
I cannot live without you.
[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I’m asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I’m kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I’m so hollow, baby, I’m so hollow.
I’m so, I’m so, I’m so hollow.
I’m so hollow, baby, I’m so hollow.
I’m so, I’m so, I’m so hollow.
