Not long after me and my ex-boyfriend broke up, he started going out with another girl. Today I go to my portuguese blog to notice that she has registered herself as a “follower”. WTF??
Delete 27 October, 2008
The other day I found an old postcard my ex sent me on my last birthday. I ended up reading it and thinking that it was all a bunch of lies. Things like “I want to get a job there” and “yours forever”… I’m SOOOO glad it’s over! I bined it, just like some photos I had of him in my computer.
Goodbye My Lover – James Blunt 1 September, 2008
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
‘Cause I saw the end before we’d begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what’s mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won’t stop there,
I am here for you if you’d only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I’ve kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I’ve been addicted to you.
[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can’t break my spirit – it’s my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I’ve seen you cry, I’ve seen you smile.
I’ve watched you sleeping for a while.
I’d be the father of your child.
I’d spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We’ve had our doubts but now we’re fine,
And I love you, I swear that’s true.
I cannot live without you.
[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I’m asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I’m kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I’m so hollow, baby, I’m so hollow.
I’m so, I’m so, I’m so hollow.
I’m so hollow, baby, I’m so hollow.
I’m so, I’m so, I’m so hollow.
Game 14 August, 2008
Today a colleague talked to me about Fantasy Football and asked if I wanted to join. I would like to, but then I remembered how little I know about English players…
I think you would have liked to play. I would have liked you to play with me.
Everyday 14 August, 2008
Everyday that goes by, is one day that I’m closer to seeing you again… WHY AM I SO WEAK!?!?!?
Past and Present 11 August, 2008
I was used to be anxious to come home and talk to you. But now you’re not there and I feel lost. I guess that’s why I’ve been cooking so much. I hardly had the time to make a sandwich, much less make elaborate dishes as the ones I’ve been cooking now. I had a reason to want to come home, someone was waiting for me and I could hardly wait to get to you. Something is missing in my life now… YOU
